Growing up!

So i am a boring blogger so far cause i really do not know how to do it yet! But I am slowly figuring out...anyways its the middle of summer and i cannot stop thinking about growing up. I am dating this boy, Seth Hanson who is leaving on a mission in a few months and i am not handling that so well! I am so excited for him and support him 100% but still it is just hard to not think that i will not see him for 2 years! But goring up has to happen so I just need to go with it and enjoy every second of it. But with growing up comes college...another bitter sweet thing! My friend Kacee and I were talking about it and why are we taught to find ourselves in High School and grow up so quit and then just have to start all over again! I just do not understand all this at the moment but I know some day it will make sense to me! So I am so weird sometimes, I do not want to leave for college but I am so stoked to move into my dorm at the same time! I am like biting at the bit to find out who my roommates are! I am hoping to room with my friend Annie, my new best friend! We became fast friends and have so much in common and i am so stoked to go to school with her! Growing upi has ups and downs, new adventures to embark on but also many goodbyes at the same time. This blog may be a little all over the place but I just write while i think! The topic tonight was growing up because I am struggling with it pretty bad right now,I just would love to get to college and skip all the goodbyes because saying goodbye will make it that much harder! But I wanted a future and to get out of California so I have to pull through with the decisions I made because I am not a quitter! Well I think that is enough blabbing for now :) Hope I didn't bore you too much!

Ooo summer!

So tonight is my first night of blogging and have no pictures yet but decided because I am so bad at journal writing that this might help. So this summer before college is very fun and overwhelming at the same time! My best friend left for college this past weekend and I felt as if a part of me leBft! Shelby helped me through a lot especially through my senior year and it will be very hard to get used to her being gone but this is all about growing up. So growing up...why does it have to be so hard sometimes?!?! Graduation and turning 18 were fun but the goodbyes and moving away from home, not so much! Speaking of graduation, what a fun experience! Every one is so happy and excited for each other that nothing else in the world matters! I loved being with all my friends and family and finally being done with High School was definitely a plus! And 18!! what a fun day! went to the fair with everyone and the boyfriend took me out to BJ's for dinner...it was delicious :) well that is the beginning to my summer...still have 2 months left and then college here i come!!! I cannot wait to start my new journey in life :)